to Noah, Im sorry to learn abt ur present situation. keep ur faith in the face of adversary. I noe it's hard and I shd noe coz I've experienced it myself...take ur time to overcome it. it wont be easy and the feeling of loss will always be there but somehow u'll noe that God loves them more than we cld eva love them. with that, my sincerest condolences goes out 2 u...